Have you ever wondered why life why? Why did I get you? Why am I here? Why now? Why in this country? Well I have, millions of times, over and over again. Now I am wondering why I was put here in Provo when I just messed something up, bad. Why can I not shut my silly mouth? Why can I not push back my dark side? ugh, hahaha life is funny.
I have always wondered what I did in heaven to get the trials I have. What was I like to deserve such hardship? I am not blaming God, I am just wondering why. I have never blamed God and I never will blame God. He knows what is best for me, even if I cannot see it. He knows how to help me even when I am being silly. Oh my Heavenly Father, I love thee so much.
Sometime I was also wondering why I am from Korea, why I am an only child, why I need to study, why I am a human.... hahahah it's like a huge thinking and sometimes can't stop thinking about my life. But as you said, God has plans for us. :) let's be happy!! :)
ReplyDeleteHahahaha yes thank goodness God is God
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