loving

Loving myself is hard. Loving others are hard. It keeps getting harder, it doesn't get easier. All I want is to be happy and not always knocking myself down. I need to be better and loving myself but it is so hard when there are all these half naked girls running around and they look better than me and my boyfriend looks at them. He never tells me that I am pretty, cute, gorgeous or beautiful, he never says that I have a nice body or a beautiful body and when he says that he can't help it when he looks at other girls but he keeps looking. It is hard.